i'm seriously getting my headache back again..why must it always be like that...damm..i really really feel like running away from everything..anyone care to join me?

my mood is like my face and is like the weather nowadays..cloudy, black and lousy.. full of thunders and rain..i need some sunshine and rainbows in my life..anyone care to help? i always thought that i'm a strong at heart kind of girl..nothing can make me fall..but i'm wrong..ever heard that the worst enemy in your life is yourself?? now i totally believe in that..

i think i once told my friends that i'm planning of going to america to study next year..what if i push it earlier? what if i never come back anymore? what if i can just disappear from this earth..i know that its very pessimistic of me to think this way..but maybe..life really means nothing to me anymore..nothing means to me anymore..even myself..

many times my tears are at the verge of rushing out..i held back..many times i nearly lost control of myself..i held back..many times i wanted to harm myself by all means..i held back..perhaps for once..i shall not hold back any longer..

...PROFILEEE

KELLY
twenty-one
27/07/1988
insensitive