i need space..i need love..i'm a distressed child..i need someone to help pull me out from this pool of mess i'm in..i think i'm really really in love with u..but the love for u is making my heart tear into pieces..so much time i've wanted to tell u how i feel..but the thought of affecting u and ur girlfriend jest made me swallow my words back..can i tell u?? can i just tell u how much i missed u and how much i love u..can i tell u how much i've regretted letting u go time and time again..i'm such an idiot..will telling u all these make a difference in our present status? i never knew loving someone can be so difficult..so heartbreaking.. i want to escape..i want to go to a new place and start all over again..i really want to..really really want to..i want to live again..start all over again..i can't explain how i feel now..i can't even explain when do i have this kind of feeling now..help!!
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