chinese new year...chinese new year..it doesn't feels the same anymore as i grow older..not to say the number of red packets i'm receiving..but even what it meant to me feels different..
but still..it's a chinese tradition that all chinese look forward to..(at least it is to me)

i miss my twin..i miss my life..i miss everything everything...i've decided..after my practicum, i'm not gonna continue working anymore..working and studying just can't work out for me..call me lazy..but it's just to tiring for me..and i just simply miss life being a full-time student..money?? i'll just go find a sugar daddy..haha..i'm going nuts..after i'm done with my diploma here in singapore..i'm going to convince my dad to let me go to America to study for my degree..maybe its really time for me to take a stand in my life..i can't let my parents take control of what i'm going to do in the future..this is my life..and i only live once..isn't it??

but the thought of breaking their heart, i just can't bear to do so..GOD!! who can help me..be decisive..even if this is a selfish decision of mine..i just want to be selfish for once..for myself..i dun wan to have any regrets when i grow old..yup...i shall do that...hopefully..........

...PROFILEEE

KELLY
twenty-one
27/07/1988
insensitive