Wednesday, September 27, 2006
i really cannot stand the way some people are..irresponsible, arrogant, think highly of themselves when they are actually not good enough..really really hate it..i don't understand how they can live their lives so happily when they are making people around them so miserable..causing a great deal of trouble for others and because of their bad behaviour, influence others to have the same impression of the people who are close to them..really IRRITATING!!
i wanted to prove to others who think that im not good enough that i'm worth it, that im actually much much better than u can even imagine..i tried my best, pushed myself to the limits, sacrificing my social life, love life and my own personal life..but..just because of u, because of ur attitude and behaviour, all the hard work i've put in have gone down the drain..the moment people hear ur name, my name is linked right next to u..and my reputation is being flushed down the toilet bowl just because of u..i HATE you!! hate the way u are..hate the way u always take things given to u for granted, hate the way u take ME for granted..hate the way u used me and making me a fool of everyone by using my trust in u..
im so disappointed with the people i know lately..but it just made me realise that, no matter how many fights, disagreements, disputes, conflicts, frictions we have among each other, my family will and always be there for me..without any motives, without asking for any pay backs..they do all this is because of one thing..LOVE!! because they love me..because they love me, they trust me..because they trust me, that's why they are willingly to do anything for me unconditionally..
that's how my life is..that's the type of family members i have that i will live forever..that's my destiny..so don't blame it on anyone for having unhappiness in ur family, friendship or relationship..because this are all destined..but u can make a change..if u want to..blaming is nv the solutions..blaming will nv make u happy..
i wanted to prove to others who think that im not good enough that i'm worth it, that im actually much much better than u can even imagine..i tried my best, pushed myself to the limits, sacrificing my social life, love life and my own personal life..but..just because of u, because of ur attitude and behaviour, all the hard work i've put in have gone down the drain..the moment people hear ur name, my name is linked right next to u..and my reputation is being flushed down the toilet bowl just because of u..i HATE you!! hate the way u are..hate the way u always take things given to u for granted, hate the way u take ME for granted..hate the way u used me and making me a fool of everyone by using my trust in u..
im so disappointed with the people i know lately..but it just made me realise that, no matter how many fights, disagreements, disputes, conflicts, frictions we have among each other, my family will and always be there for me..without any motives, without asking for any pay backs..they do all this is because of one thing..LOVE!! because they love me..because they love me, they trust me..because they trust me, that's why they are willingly to do anything for me unconditionally..
that's how my life is..that's the type of family members i have that i will live forever..that's my destiny..so don't blame it on anyone for having unhappiness in ur family, friendship or relationship..because this are all destined..but u can make a change..if u want to..blaming is nv the solutions..blaming will nv make u happy..
memories of life starts here, 8:38 PM.
