Sunday, August 27, 2006
finished my second degree lesson..maybe its because i already know what to expect during the lesson..i kind of get used to it already..not feeling that tired as compared to the first time..anyway..been coughing like a mad woman since i got home, think im falling sick..but better don't..cuz this coming friday i will be going to genting!!yeah!!and its with my twin..!!!!HOORAY! hahaha..i'm just so happy..but the thought of my younger cousin coming to stay over on thursday and friday night just really disappoint me BIG time!! its not that i don't like him or what, but..well..i just dont like.
anyway..i'm soooooooo tired..sometimes i ask myself, why is my life so tiring??who did this to me..and i finally got the answer. me!i bring this upon myself..no one but me! sad..but true..what to do??so..guess all i can do i just to accept the fact ba..
o well..spending all my time at work and studies..i realise that i really have no life left for myself..sometimes i really just want to hang out with friends on a saturday..or even still..bring my dad for movies (my favourite past-time =) )..but i just cant seem to have that energy to do any of that stuff..after 5 days being tortured by kids and the amount of workload i have, i just want to have a good rest at home.
i can still remember myself bring a secondary school student, all chatty and energetic..but now..being in the teaching line, having to talk so much during work time and during presentations at school..i find myself getting quieter and quieter when i'm not doing any of those 2..don't really like to talk to people or even mingle with them because its really tiring to just open my mouth and talk when i have been talking ALOT!! and i mean ALOT!! for the past 5 days. think im going to a anti-social freak soon...but lucky i still have my family and my twin by my side..!!
anyway..i'm soooooooo tired..sometimes i ask myself, why is my life so tiring??who did this to me..and i finally got the answer. me!i bring this upon myself..no one but me! sad..but true..what to do??so..guess all i can do i just to accept the fact ba..
o well..spending all my time at work and studies..i realise that i really have no life left for myself..sometimes i really just want to hang out with friends on a saturday..or even still..bring my dad for movies (my favourite past-time =) )..but i just cant seem to have that energy to do any of that stuff..after 5 days being tortured by kids and the amount of workload i have, i just want to have a good rest at home.
i can still remember myself bring a secondary school student, all chatty and energetic..but now..being in the teaching line, having to talk so much during work time and during presentations at school..i find myself getting quieter and quieter when i'm not doing any of those 2..don't really like to talk to people or even mingle with them because its really tiring to just open my mouth and talk when i have been talking ALOT!! and i mean ALOT!! for the past 5 days. think im going to a anti-social freak soon...but lucky i still have my family and my twin by my side..!!
memories of life starts here, 9:37 PM.
