have been thinking alot..mainly about my future..am i going to be a preschool teacher for the rest of my life?am i really going to take over my parent's business?or should i go and do what i always wanted?its so nerve-cracking.. can't make a right decision.in the past i still know who to go to..but now its such a blank..and after seeing what happen to my grandmother,i suddenly do realize that in our whole life we only live once..and that one time have to be worthy,memorable and special.everyone can only go through 1 age once. once its over, its really over..u can only think back but cannot do it over again.
and my sister..hai..it really breaks my heart seeing her like that..she still doesn't understand that whatever we did is for her own good..and all she does now is to ignore,give attitude and get angry with us for nothing. i really do love her, but will she ever knows?even if she does hate me, maybe she already hates me..but she's still my one and only sisiter, and i love her.
my twin amelia, really gald for u that u finally gone u know..like a guy..and i also really do hope that that guy would learn to appreciate u. cuz u're the best person i've ever know. though u do have some bad habits that i really cannot tolerate, but u'll still perfect to me..cuz u're my twin and that makes me perfect too..hahahaha...well..happy one year knowing each other..last year this day. is the best day of my life..cuz i still to know u..!!!i love u..muackx..
memories of life starts here, 9:42 PM.