i have a BIG BIG BIG hole in my pocket right now..spend almost all my salary this month..what the hell..i have to stop shopping..i am now becoming a shopaholic..this is bad..very bad..

anyway, went to watched "The Pirates of the Carribean"..and i can say, its really nice, and a little surprising..but that's what a movie needs right? Johnny Depp is really really a very charming person..not only the character he acts, but he himself is a very charming person..o well..and attractive..haha..

lots of stuff to do..getting a new job soon too (surprisingly, got mummy's and daddy's permission and encouragement..*thrilled*) and going for my holiday on tuesday..yeah!! finally a week that's worth looking forward too..

well well, shall update again..
ciao..

feeling rather weak recently..been feeling sick and all..not only physically but also mentally..well i guess my holiday next week came just in time..seriously need to recharge battery..

got lots of stuff to buy for my holiday, and stuff to pack, feeling excited, looking real forward to it..gonna have so much fun..i hope so..:)

its been quite some time since i last updated..well..some problems with my wireless connection..
anyway..went out with ernerst kor, my sis and cousin on saturday, took noeprints which we promised him 3 years ago..i'm so sorry kor..and bought a birthday present for my twin, and a mother's day gift..after that went to amelia's birthday chalet at pasir ris..on the way there i was being humiliated by my ow god-brother..what the hell..never ever want to see u again..and then blah blah blah..a very fun day..


*Mother's Day*
gave my mummy her mother's day present the moment i woke up..i bought a titus watch for her..which costs me hundred plus..but worth it..
after that i cooked lunch for my mom..and yes!! I CAN COOK!! at least some simple dishes..i cooked eggs (it looks ugly, but taste really nice), hotdogs, luncheon meat and sichuan cai plus porridge..and my dearest mummy calls that "ai xing can" hahaha..i'm so proud of myself..


*monday*
usual work day..but went to the doctors in the afternoon..having serious problems with my back..and its proven that i've just over strain my back muscles..was given medicine and gel to apply.


*tuesday*
didn't go to work today.. couldn't bend down when i woke up this morning..and my back is aching so badly that i think it's gonna snap if i assert more pressure on it..so..went to the doctors again and was given a stronger medicine..what the hell..


*wednesday*
went back to work..should have rest for another day..because it REALLY REALLY HURTS!!!!! i couldn't stand the pain around afternoon..damm..but still..hang on till end of work which is 5.30pm..i can sing "i'm a superwoman"..written by me..

life is really unpredictable..u never know what is going to happen to you and the ones beside u.
reported in the newspaper today, a 7 year old boy fainted in school and passed away..in the past i couldn't really relate myself to this kind of things, as no one i know has such encounter..but today, i can truely understand the feelings of heartpain and saddness..this 7 years old boy, an ex-student of mine..a really sweet, understanding and clever boy just left without any goodbyes..many whom have taught him and know him couldn't believe that he is just gone like that..
for the whole day, memories of him from young, his voice and some of the things he once said to me kept spinning in my head..tears are at the verge of my eyes..and to think that his younger sister is now in my class..my feelings are in a total mess today..
i remember once talking to him after his swimming lesson, i asked him what he wants to be when he grow up? and he replied me, "i want to be a pilot". but now..everything goes back to zero..he will never get the chance to grow up and experience life as a teenager, go through his national exams, meet a girl, fall in love, fulfill his ambitions..but memories of him will always stay in the heart of those who loved and know him..

*to the sweetest boy i've every know..
though u are gone forever, but u will always be in our mind and heart..loving u always and remembering everything about u..be it good or bad, be it ur mischievous or understanding..u are the nicest boy i've ever met..u are unforgettable..i'm glad i know u..*

feeling so so tired for this 2 days..working 9 hours consecutively..bending up and down..my back is aching so badly that i think its gonna break anytime..having terrible headache, sore throat and my whole body is aching so badly..i desperately need a massage..anybody like to help?? heh..

although working for 9 hours straight, but..seriously..there isn't enough time for me to finish up my work..mm...but the sense of satisfactory is great!! i can actually see the improvement of the children, and that they actually really understand and remember what i have taught them..it just feels so great..i'm so proud of all my little darlings..

started my intermediate singing class last night..same school, same classroom, same singing lesson but different teacher, different teaching method and new classmates..now i have to start warming up to the new teacher and the new students again..mm..but still..its good to get to know new people..looking forward to the next lesson..mm..what can i say..its a whole new experience!! hahaha...

yeah!!! finally changed a new blogskin..well..yup..just a girl..i'm just a girl..that's no doubt..for sure..

woke up really early this morning..well..earlier than my usual time..went down to work, since i already wake up early..heh..hard working ar me..

i miss my twin..really miss u badly..supposed to go out on saturday to get ur anniversary present..but..hai..u actually went to malaysia and forgot about our date..i'm so sad..but well..will make it up..

mm...life's really simple recently..except three overdue assignments which i have not yet hand up and which might cause me to not be able to get my diploma certificate..well..other than that..really nothing much..damm..its so depressing..i shall complete it and hand it up before the end of this week..yups..

ciaos..

...PROFILEEE

KELLY
twenty-one
27/07/1988
insensitive