its been quite a while since i last updated my blog..well..finally the end of another week.. a feeling of relief and a sense of emptiness..like right after a week of hectic work, suddenly everything just slows down..well..there's nothing i can do about it anyway..

i'm trying to keep myself busy to not to think about other things..other unnecessary things..so..yups...i'm busy busy busy busy.. my favourite singing lesson is still ongoing..however, my beloved teacher is changing to another one..whom i have not seen before..a little sad, as i really liked my previous teacher..but due to certain reason he is unable to teach us for the next semester..how sad...but wells..hope that my next teacher will be as good as the previous one..:)

didn't go to work today..sick..had high fever went i woke up in the morning, kept sneezing and coughing..and felt nauseous..ate medicine and went back to sleep again, thinking that i might feel better when i wake up again..but well..wrong guess..i felt worse and started vomiting..(don't think too much, i'm not pregnant)..okie..dots...

well..i really need some rest..holiday will be a best way to recharge myself..heh..do i sound like i'm just making an excuse to want to go overseas for holiday?? yup..whatever..I WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY!!!! yes!! anyone wanna join..shall start making plans..

Saturday-14/4/07
went to do something important and somewhat new to me..after that "thing", went to bought an IPOD NANO for my sister..generation 2, metalic blue..very cool, now i'm getting jealous..haha..

i'm seriously seriously having a terrible headache right now..
had a very exhausting day today..i thought i was going to faint any time..keep giving out cold sweat and my gastric is giving me problems again..(guess its the alcohol from the other night) and my cough is coming back (i didn't drink cold water le). so i couldn't figure out what is wrong with me..until i came home around 5pm and slept for an hour..i then realise that its because i didn't have enough rest the previous night.. see...that's how weak i am now..anyone wan to sponser me some tonic??

really looking forward for the long weekend this coming friday..mummy and daddy going for cruise, so that leaves me and my sister at home alone..my maid going to the church..think i'm gonna go shop for new clothings..i'm having a major wardrobe crisis..and gonna replenish my cosmestics..den what am i gonna do next?? shall see...

days are getting really bored for me..i need to do something to keep my brain working..not that i go to work without bringing my brain with me..but, i need to do something more challenging..like..change a job?? which i need to use my whole life to convince my parents..see..that's the bad thing working for ur parents..when u want to take leave to rest at home, they will never allow..why?? because they will say :"if u want to rest, weekend den rest lor.." its like what the hell..at the workplace i'm just like any other person working there..if dun let me take leave den tell me what am i suppose to do with my annual leave? leave it for display?? there's no such thing as a good conduct or good attendence awards nowadays..and worse still, people work at a fixed time, i don't..wake me up earlier than my usual timing and rush me to go down to work without telling me in advance den scold me for being rude and lazy..what the hell man..can i go complain to the Ministry of Manpower? yap..like i will really do that..so..anyone have any job that requires a brain and is challenging, please..don't mind inform me..alright..i'll be really grateful..yups..

HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVERSAY TWIN!!!!!!

yup...we've know each other for two years..its seems so yet but long so short..had a fun time with u yesterday at the pub..but like i said..i'm never going that kind of places anymore..just not my type..and i'm never gonna drink again..unless on my wedding, my sister's wedding and my cousin's wedding...well..ya..i SWEAR!! last night's alcohol is like rumbling in my stomach making me very uncomfortable..my whole tummy is like on fire and i feel like vomiting..even until now..

had i think 3 cups of beer and dunno how many cups of martell last night..i just felt so sleepy and giddy..i had to force myself to not fall asleep with so many strangers around me and without my twin..i just felt so fragile at that moment..tell me i think so much..but if anyone were to pull me away at that moment i dun think i have any strength or will to retaliate..and i think i gave my number to a guy i barely know last night..this isn't something i will do normally..but i guess its the alcohol that's affecting me..ask me how does the guy looks like?? i can tell u i dunno..i barely remember his looks..i guess its time to change my handphone number..heh...

everyone has asking me what do i really wanna be in the future..what do i really want..until know i still have no idea..but i do have a new dream.. "save money and go travelling around the world.." yep..that's my new dream..well..not really around the world..but at least to places where i want and have been wanting to visit. i'm still making a list..will post it up when my list is set...yup...

marching towards my new goal, my new life and my new self..the NEW KELLY~~~ HERE I COMES!!!!!!!

...PROFILEEE

KELLY
twenty-one
27/07/1988
insensitive