Tuesday, October 17, 2006
been a long time since i've updated..but well..no fear..here i am..
its been a hectic period for me, with the usual assignments, work stress, family,work and friends relationship..i guess that's what everyone will go through regardless of how old u are. but one thing good for me though is that i need not worry about a boyfriend or for married people, worrying about their children and their relationships with their in-laws. guess that's really the part and parcel of life.
i remember just 2 to 3 years back, my parents called me down and had a serious talk with me. at first i thought "did i do something worng again?? but i did my homework!!" but nope, they wanted to talk to me about 'bgr'. they went on talking about that i'm still young and should concentrate on my studies at that moment instead of spending my time and energy on a guy. i really burst out laughing right on the spot. and yet now, my mom is bugging me to go get a boyfriend. haha..as much as i want to, i know that now, its not the right time for me to do so.
people always say that as we grow older, our attachment with our parents will not be that close as it use to be when we're younger. but its the other way round for me though. i'm not that close to my parents when i'm younger as compared to now. i rather spend my weekend with my dad going out to eat, shop,chat about anything and catch a movie than hanging out with my friends. its not that i don't want to, but i just feel that, after everything my parents have given to me, spent on me, giving them my time is nothing compared to what they have done for me.
one of my friend asked me the other day, why do i spend my youth away by slogging on work and 2 courses at a time. well, here is my answer, because this is what my parents want and hope that i can at least achieve by the end of the day. and i accept it with gratitude. because as long as they are happy, i'm willing to do it, because i trust that the decisions they make for me is right, and better than those decisions that i made for myself. of course i still do have my dreams, but hey, life is long, i still have a whole life of time to accomplish my dreams.somehow. but now, my priority are my family, work, school and maybe something else more, den myself..
i may sound stupid, but well..i've learnt alot during this 2 years..i dare not say i'm very mature now, but i dare say that i've changed, at least i'm able to stop and think about the consequences of everything before i do anything. :)
its been a hectic period for me, with the usual assignments, work stress, family,work and friends relationship..i guess that's what everyone will go through regardless of how old u are. but one thing good for me though is that i need not worry about a boyfriend or for married people, worrying about their children and their relationships with their in-laws. guess that's really the part and parcel of life.
i remember just 2 to 3 years back, my parents called me down and had a serious talk with me. at first i thought "did i do something worng again?? but i did my homework!!" but nope, they wanted to talk to me about 'bgr'. they went on talking about that i'm still young and should concentrate on my studies at that moment instead of spending my time and energy on a guy. i really burst out laughing right on the spot. and yet now, my mom is bugging me to go get a boyfriend. haha..as much as i want to, i know that now, its not the right time for me to do so.
people always say that as we grow older, our attachment with our parents will not be that close as it use to be when we're younger. but its the other way round for me though. i'm not that close to my parents when i'm younger as compared to now. i rather spend my weekend with my dad going out to eat, shop,chat about anything and catch a movie than hanging out with my friends. its not that i don't want to, but i just feel that, after everything my parents have given to me, spent on me, giving them my time is nothing compared to what they have done for me.
one of my friend asked me the other day, why do i spend my youth away by slogging on work and 2 courses at a time. well, here is my answer, because this is what my parents want and hope that i can at least achieve by the end of the day. and i accept it with gratitude. because as long as they are happy, i'm willing to do it, because i trust that the decisions they make for me is right, and better than those decisions that i made for myself. of course i still do have my dreams, but hey, life is long, i still have a whole life of time to accomplish my dreams.somehow. but now, my priority are my family, work, school and maybe something else more, den myself..
i may sound stupid, but well..i've learnt alot during this 2 years..i dare not say i'm very mature now, but i dare say that i've changed, at least i'm able to stop and think about the consequences of everything before i do anything. :)
memories of life starts here, 7:57 PM.
