Sunday, June 04, 2006

i never know that liking someone can be so difficult and heart-breaking.before i even admit to myself that i really like u, u've already let me know that its impossible between us.i dunno why, but its really hurtful..so painful that i cant seem to breathe or think..the usual cool-headed kelly suddenly just lost her direction..i never know that i actually yearn for love so much.love from someone.care from someone.a hug from someone.i thought that i could have all those from u, but now..it seems that its just my wishful thinking..maybe u've really just treated me as a friend all along while i treated u differently. sometimes i wonder, am i really able to find love that totally belongs to me,will i be satisfied with just friendship and kinship, am i able to just live with these 2..but i came to realise that human are simply just greedy.no one will ever be satisfied with what they have.the same goes to me..i realise..but somehow it seems too late..

**i've let u go once, i'm never gonna let u slip away from me again.no matter how hard its gonna take..unless u tell me to let go..or i'll never..let u go again..**

memories of life starts here, 7:14 PM.